Altruistic Requiems Well I’m thinking of writing a story - But the endings no good as you’ll see Day and night on this question I’m pondering - Should I opt for somber or obscene? This old tale of my life’s not exciting - Hardly something you’d put on the screens But I know with the right choice of sending - My message could make the whole scene! Thinking so hard, I’ve been wrecking my brain - How do I get it across that I’m not just insane? Searching! Searching! (Come one come all and let’s hear from the choir now) Jump from a building? (Disgracefully land!) Horribly overdose? (Hardly a man!) Blow my own brains out? (God, what a mess) Walk into traffic? (It’s selfish at best) Slowly, I’ll strive for perfection in dying - Like a pupae erupting from me As the moth ventures forth from a larva - I’m an artist, here’s my masterpiece How the masses will call me a hero - And the heavens shall weep at my name Just as Jesus could walk on the waters - So shall I be reborn through my fame Frozen in awe at my own majesty - Even God couldn’t teach me such humility! Sainthood suits me! (Show some restraint,please no flash photography) Red razor wrists? (it’s boring and bland) Columbian necktie? (Requires 4 hands!) Hang from the ceiling? (We’ve seen it before) Strapped to a bomb? (pieces galore) Why can’t I think up an end to my plight? It’s one for the ages, it must be just right! Come on and think - Why is this eluding me? Wait, hold your drinks! Find your seats cuz it’s time for a show! You applaud as I take my stage before you all - Curtains all fall, they’re enrapt and here we go! Tension is, rising up - every seat in here is filled with a flourish, I toss a lone rose to the crowd - holding of, every breath All men and women the same - The silence is palpable as gasoline turns to flame! With a cry I’m set alight - To the screams of their delight Altruistic till the end - Purified of every sin When at last I collapse (Flesh is boiling oh so fast) This my final requiem - So never shall I rise again Oh! Such a lovely way to die........

Unto Ashes Hordes of bodies rotting turning in their grave So swiftly woken from eternal slumber to this hell that I have made Be reborn my wretched darlings I shall grant a second life To rid the world of mankinds failings this land you've raped for the last time Through your fears you've killed your children Running scared to save your life You've stolen futures from helpless victims – killed them all just to survive Body count forever rising add their numbers to my hoard harbinger of death arising – cleanse the earth of man abhorred Slake your thirst my precious children – blood can be you sweet respite Indulge yourself on human splendor – gorge yourself on flesh tonight Glistening eyes of hell arising – skin so cracked and ghostly white With arms so wide i bathe in glory – as they tremble awesome might Who dares to stand against my armies – Innumerable like the stars at night From the graves forever crawling – you can not kill that which has died From Skies of black on the longest night – the dead know naught of pain and fright You can run and hide, you can lock your doors – you can bathe in fear forevermore Thy kingdom come, my will be done – This land of torture none outrun When hope is lost in the winter snows – you'll meet your death with shame As fate foretold Morbidly engrossed as flesh begins to seperate from bones Tainted blood is coursing through collapsing veins, poison the mind Loved ones watch in horror – helplessly as sanity will fade From once smiling eyes devolving into madness so depraved From my throne above the world – I bask in my insanity Such a voyeur watching as mankind's devoured by my plague If to hell I go for ushering the end with this disease With a joyful heart I shall set this world free Broken limbs protruding – from a screaming son his mother eats The organs falling – from his burst chest cavity You'll meet your death with shame – as fate foretold Granted amnesty – from your self-righteous judgement honestly Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't deserve to die Your kind is so corrupt – profiting from wars eternally with a wrathful hand – I pass justice equal to your greed From the soulless eyes you look upon the violence gleefully passing from father to his son – this gift of immorality Here your true nature shows – with you new life you've (finally) come to peace Revel in delight – and become all you ever want to be Hordes of the bodies rotting – return to your graves You've made proud just like a beaming father – with this wreckage we have made I stand alone with face upturned – no longer shall this earth be spurned Alone at last i make my peace – this virus ends with me

The Passenger First let me say, I’m not deranged - Though some would say I made up everything The illness they say, Lies in my brain - Then why won’t anyone take it away The whispers I hear - Could not be faked - So hear my tale I’ve laid bare everything Since I was a boy I’ve heard it’s voice inside my head Though doctors say it couldn’t be that Even shown it’s face they give me looks of their distaste Well how the fuck would they know anyway broken and beat - Just let me sleep I know no reprieve - From this constant nightmare At age 23 I taste defeat - While all of my peers are wasting lives so sweet Broken and torn - Why was I born (Tell me) There has to be more - Than this waking Hell Skirted and scorned - Because I’m deformed (Kill me) I don’t see the point - In trying to hold on Hours laid awake - I’m hastened to an early grave With no one in which - To share my torment Though my family comes - I know they’d rather stay away Such shame I see Inside their faces What have we done - To bring an evil on this world Though we have prayed - And we have wept We’re borne a son - Of such ill will What have I done - To earn such malice from my own When parents shun their only son - For seeds that he has never sown Why should I go on - What here is left for me Except a demon’s ugly face - With such hate only i can see Are these thoughts my own - Or have I fallen to the seed That it has planted in my mind - For on my misery it feeds So it seems - No help is ever coming for me And though I’d hoped - The truth was always plain to see When heaven weeps - I know it’s never for my name What god above - Would ruin a child this way In silence serene - I try to dream Through the veil of death - I hope to pass unburdened Though selfish my deed - I need release Who would stop to think - To even mourn for me With a glass in my hand - I tip the vial on its end The screaming from the demons face - Shall never bother me again Clutching at my heart - To death I’m destined from the start With fear I turn my face below - And leave my body for the crows

Cast your darkness upon them Down darkened halls where they're kept - Guttered screams hold me enrapt Sigils painted in the blood of earthly beasts god could not love Blackened candles burning low - Arranged in patterns of ones below Dragged and chained down to the floor you have been chosen as satans whore Hold your head high For tonight you grant the gift of life To the one who shall set this world free - Stripped of christs tyranny With this act you will be canonized. - Granted hell for this offering of life Until the day where he is born, our anti christ we bare your horns! Oh, of which to choose Of bodies left unbruised As a vessel for the end of times For the one who shall darken the skies as earth erupts with satanic cries Buildings fall in timeless grace - As acid rain washes over my face Nuclear winter so eloquently set - Upon a tirade of christians neath baphomet From these veins we pay our ties - to sate the call of ancient rights! Unto this godly wholesome lamb - bare forth this child clandestine Forcibly obtained, dredged from this victim chained with spread legs we take our vow to bring forth evil now avowed bring us now our lord in hell - to cast the seed borne of thyself In this world of earthly fire Bring us hell! From these broken limbs - Eclipse thy final sins Rebirth through fire now arised - Through godlessness youre redefined With bowed head my prayer falls - Upon thine ears in hell echos Enter earth now called divine - Sent as the herald of mankind From these veins we pay our ties - to sate the call of ancient rights! Unto this godly wholesome lamb - bare forth this child clandestine Brought to roam this mortal land - re-shaped by your unholy hand To Shepard in the end of times - the name on high is yours Divine!

Bathory The fear the hate that you hide you seek - Is resonating from within me The horrors you run from -The nightmares you breathe The slanderous paupers, the petty, the weak Come one come all and enter my playground Do not close your eyes or you'll become my treat The workers the vagrants the lost and forgotten are lead to the slaughter like unwitting sheep The foolish succumb to their unholy mistress - Awaiting in palaces of the elite The bodycount rises up into the thousands - But no one suspects it's the devil they see Hanging from a ceiling The spasming bodies how sweetly they're screaming throats slashed with a razor rain down on me as I bathe in the meek Watching as they lie there Eyes gleam with glee as they twitch at my feet A decade of terror - Praying to god but you'll answer to me Butchered the corpses I leave to be found - By the patreons of markets and sowers of seed The rivers are tainted by blood of the fouled - As the children will scream in their terror and flee The stories the preachers will tell from their pulpits - Are whispered by servants to me mirthfully I send my condolences to the small town - As their children are slain for my orgies obscene The horror arising in wake of this madness - Will haunt the world enternally While justice has so far - Been long from me kept I shall bathe in their deaths so blissfully Hanging from a ceiling The spasming bodies how sweetly they're screaming throats slashed with a razor rain down on me as I bathe in the meek Watching as they lie there Eyes gleam with glee as they twitch at my feet A decade of terror - Praying to god but you'll answer to me SCREAM! Haunted by visions so foul as they SEEK! Penance for crimes they've committed Bleed! God isn't listening for you have be delivered unto me! DIE! Hanging from ceilings of marble you'd never imagine, your wildest dreams ROT! Like the beast that you are isn't it marvelous to be me? Your god would not save you even as you cried Forever they'll know my name bathory

No Sympathy for The Misbehaved Listen to your mothers, children It could one day save your life As you know I’m always listening Till I come on darkest night With my 13 sons I venture Down from mountain peaks on high To prey upon the rotten hearted They’ve earned the fate I bring tonight My sick appetite unending - Feast upon your flesh and fright In iron vats I place them screaming - Cooking skin brings me delight Tender meat pulls free so softly - Melt the fat over the stones My favorite snack I saved for last - As marrow flows from broken bones If only you had listened better - For your elders understood The only haven from this torture - Is to live a life that’s pure My sick appetite unending - In my cave above the town Once a year I’m granted passage - To snatch them up and gobble down Obey every word that’s spoken - Don’t set one foot out of line If deemed worth you’ll sleep safely - But if not, your body’s mine It’s no use to run - Oh but please do try to hide I live for the fear - The terror eating you inside How I long for the hunt - The Gryla loose upon the night With a voiding of bowels, I STRIKE! Oh My favorite stew I’m cooking - Over flames that burn so bright Watch their fragile bodies roasting - While sucking on a pair of eyes See that no one cares - No savior’s coming through the door If you’d cleaned up your act - You’d not be gutted on the floor But I’m grateful all the same - Without you life is such a bore The hunger gnawing at my insides - Till I feed once more My sick appetite unending Feast upon your flesh and fright

Delicacies It's 2 am and the hunger gnaws - Restlessly my skin does ache and crawl My eyes lock onto yours - And I know between us this urge flows The need to desecrate - Mouths are salivating for a taste The victim matters not - All the flesh tastes the same until it rots So patiently we've waited - Stalking our prey like little lambs Enraptured, suffocating - On this need of blood for which I'm damned Delicately she's carving - Love songs on bones ripped free from skin Exquisitely enthralling - Such beauty misconstrued as sin Eyes glistening in delight - While the stitches pull, holding lips tight Your violent screaming echoes - Eyes are widening madly in your fright Violently you struggle - Begging for an ending to your plight I guess no angels listening - As I make the first cut of the night So swiftly you're fading - Never seem to last as long as me My mistress is waiting - For this sacred meal taken from thee While your hearts still beating - Keep the meat as fresh as it can be Organs preserved in jars - Save them for a treat, know what I mean!